Breathe in the cold December air,
Life's a bitch and nothings fair.
I'll walk away and see you there...
If Death's a gift, I'm on a roll;
Black of heart and black of soul.
I've relinquished all my control,
This life it mocks and laughs at me,
A dissilution, I don't want to be
But something here screams "Fallacy"
By mornings dawn o'er stars I'll fly,
So listen out to hear my cry,
This is what it means to give up and die.
I loved and lost and loved once more,
But now I feel I can love no more,
For life has closed all her doors
For now I scream unto the stars
I run and jump, journey afar.
And now I fail again- Hurrah!
I'm sick and tired of playing games,
Trying hard just to fail again,
Every time the outcome's same;
Full of pain...
Just face it your a loser,
You were born to lose it all.
An effigy of what shouldn't be,
An idol built to fall.