I remember the l had before.
If this is hate, what was this all about for
Your love?
I'm wasting away, but I can remember
When I realised dreams were the gift of the sinner.
Now my nights are as long as my days,
Fading away into the shade of insomnia.

Never wanted this,
Always wanted to believe.
Always was deceived.
Always they took the pis s,
But now who's laughing?
Who the fu ck's laughing now 'cos it's not me,
I can't even smile.

My happiness is wasting away,
My hope is fading to the shade.
It's all to the shade,
Love,
Loss,
Life.
Death and glory,
That's my story.
Chapter, sentence, word - rehearsed to memory
(What's left of it. That's fading too, to the shade)

I'm just fading and there's jack I can do.
Hope is fading,
And my chance of release is negated
By the shade that I created.

Soft creatures dressed in white,
Seen only in my dreams,
Fading me into the shade.
No sleep,
No dreams,
No hope,
No failing anymore.

Never wanted this,
Deceived from birth,
The Great Lie (Life)
Shattered all I knew
All I was (Hate)

If I'm nothing
- Have nothing -
What's to lose?

Sanity (Sleep)